For some reason that I can’t begin to understand,                 I still miss you so very badly Despite […]

 

Loving you is all I know

It’s been my life, my all

The central piece of my whole existence

Having you in my life, as a lover, as a friend

Makes the emptiness I often feel,

Just a little better

 

I like touching you, I like you touching me

I like the feel of your skin, so soft, so smooth

And in other places, so rough, so strong

I like your body, next to mine

Your beautiful, yet imperfect body

Merging with my equally flawed body

As in life, nothing is perfect, but I feel

What we have is close enough

The hurdles I’ve jumped, the choices I’ve made

The regrets I have, the pain I feel

Where is the joy in living and being?

Sometimes I feel the warmth seep

Through my body, the warmth of a smile

I saw, the hug I felt, the kiss I received

And then, there is some joy in living and being